If Only You Knew..

If only you knew those unrevealed meanings.. If only time had stopped right there.. If only it had waited for both us to make the decisions neither of us would regret.. But standing at the crossroads.. Pressure urging us to move forward... And we had taken different routes.. And in each path awaiting us a whole new life.. But had we expected the consequences for taking our own paths.. We would rather be slacking back in time... And only us would be by each other.. Allowing time to surge forward by itself, bringing everything else with it.. But now however how much regret we held on in our hearts.. Fate wasnt there for us.. Neither were we there for each other.. A single crossroad changed our lives completely.. If only we could just walk back.. Walk back against time.. And meet at the crossroads once again.. But it wasnt possible.. Reality lies before us in our hands.. And we knew damn well of it.. I tried so hard, just so hard to accept the path i had chosen.. But through time i had realised something important.. Fate had played us so bad.. We were confused.. "Come back will you?" sometimes i would try to question the you inside me.. But it just wouldnt reply.. I sat silently at the padding we once were... Hands over hands.. Smiles after smiles.. And as we enjoyed the stars heaven provided us as gifts.. The stars seemed to fade out one by one.. The city lights seemed to go out one by one.. And at that very point of time a little uneasiness popped into my head.. Will we too fade out like them? We held each other hands.. Feeling the assurance of that grip.. Had we release it then we knew we would fall apart.. But time had changed everything.. The meaning of the fading stars deciphered.. The paths taken were different.. The smiles we shared all gone .. At least one last smile? I had hoped for that for just so long.. But even to turn and face me you werent ready.. Sometimes i noticed the lonely eyes you had planted on your face.. And the tears you tried so much to hide.. I knew it all.. And hopefully.. I can once again feel what i had lost.. And be revived again once more.. Back to the time when we were at the crossroads.. Deciding if we should take the same path.. Never making the wrong decision ever again..