Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Will silence ever be worthy of its value?
And regret be dreaded as an enemy.
With the precious of the lot as dew,
and as raindrops falling upon the canopy.

Will tears also deserve its resolve?
Teary eyes in magnificent blue.
Words like whispering doves,
that spoke to me and you.

Will memories regain its power?
To let things relive again.
Like the lost petals of a red-rosed flower,
obtaining its beauty again.

Will smiles be of pleasure?
Pleasure that satisfies its definition.
And you as my buried treasure..
Deserving its very recognition.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sorry i can't always express myself in words..
Sorry i can't always be your wonder guy.
But will you stand by me when it all goes wrong?
Will you stay beside me when i die?

I was so foolish for all these years.
Being deceived and let down time after time.
Still i believe that there will be an end to those tears,
An exquisite girl i will eventually find.

I hope you are doing fine out there without me,
cos i'm not doing so good without you.
Your eyes are still like the endless sea,
without it i don't know what to do.

Everything i have will eventually be relinquished,
i'm ok with that cos i still have you.
And to god up there i made a wish,
that my imaginations would all come true.

Even when the sky come crashing down upon me,
I'll be fine as long as i have you.
Even when god chooses to forsake me,
Please, my lady dont abandon me too..

So will you please be my support my lady?
And clear my life of all these disillusions.
Free yourself together with me.
And you and i will cross new horizons..

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

smiles, in endless skies.. Stars fading into the horizon.. There was a time where we used to enjoy each other's company.. And we watched the stars together where the moon lits up each and everyone of them. And observe at how god fiddles with the lights. With hours that seem like minutes.. And eyes that seem like diamonds.. With every moment we cherished. brought us closer to the sunrise. Realising that there was an end to almost everything. And we hated silence as it brought separation.. Holding on to just so much hesitation to let go. And all the while. I watched only your back as you faded in the distance.. And it reminded me of the ordeal i once went through.. A painful ordeal.. And an extremely memorable one.. Do unforgettable moments happen only in fairy tales? Though physically you are away. And in reality you actually are. Stayed faded in the distance.. Mentally. You are always with me. Here, beside me. And although when i open my eyes i cant find you. I still can when i close my eyes.. I can see you lingering in my memories.. I can feel your presence within me.. Departures are the hardest thing one would ever experience.. Although i once felt so distorted and broken down.. Its ok cos i have found another meaning im looking forward to. Its hard at first but it gets clearer now. But i ought to thank you for the sparks you lit up in my life. The memories that when i look back at my childhood. I would smile.. Remembering how close we got to be.. And i cherished every moment you had place a smile in my life.. And before, i felt so hard to just let go.. Just so hard.. But im happy now as i finally did. And how so much i hope you would be able to let go, just like i did, and find another person to bring wonders into his life.. Just like how u gave wonders to mine. And as the sand seem to cover your footsteps with time.. and the wind seem to howl in the distant. The clouds cleared and the sky lit up ever so brightly.. I thought of you for the very last time.. The drifting silhouette.. The countless of sorries.. And i whispered my very last goodbye that took off with the wind.. And had just one last smile for you..