-theonlyher

Shuo wo ai ni ye bu ke yi,
xiang ai ni dan ye bu neng ai.
Bu neng shi qu ni!
Dan chong lai ye mei de dao ni..

And then it seems like so near and yet so far.
Miles away from me and yet only a whisker away from my heart.
Isn't it a mockery that fate brings me near yet not close enough to you?
That I would be able to laugh and yet not laugh together with you.

Shang xin dan ku bu chu lai,
Xiang kan ni yi yen dan ni dou bu zai.
Xi wang neng wang ji ni,
dan ni de ming zi shen shen de ke zai wo de xing li.

I've longed so much for the beauty of your eyes,
and something more than just His and Byes.
Tonight I'll be watching your soft footsteps upon the faded chapel,
and listening to the faint laughters in the distant.

What wonderful voice, what lovely smile you got.
What sweet scent you have, I thought.
It's the smell of beautiful red roses,
The smell of perfectness..

-Finally

I have to find that courage to let you go,
but these tears have been a constant reminder that I love you so.
And I know, I really do know..
That I can't bear to let you go. <--- aww..

You have hid away from me,
and have avoided my eyes.
But as long as you are happy,
I'm willing to pay the price. <---- say say only. haha.

Still please don't hide away from me like that,
Not letting me know where you are..
It pains me so much to not know if you're happy or sad,
It pains me so much not knowing how far you are.

Seeing you and him infront me,
it shows that my love for you is of emptiness.
You dont know my pain and misery.
You'd had only seen my silliness.

The heartbreaks and falls I went through for you,
i'm sure that you will never understand.
But I know one day you'll see me through,
and realise i'm the only person that love you man.. ^^ <------wassup with the slang haha.

I've been silly waiting on and on,
waiting for something that I know there won't be returns.
It's unexplainable of why I had waited so long,
yet I know it's you I yearn.

No matter how much tears i've shed..
No matter how many changes i've made..
Still can't change the fact,
that i'm just not that great.

I just want to tell myself to stop loving you so much,
It's better for me yet it pains me so much..

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I've finally let you go, I think I did..
I am finally able to turn my back on you. = )

-thebadmintonguy

All I ever thought of was to make you smile,
to make you laugh when you're feeling sad.
Bring you joy when you are feeling down,
and comfort you when you feel so bad.

I thought oh wow, why am I doing this for you.
I felt great for just that little moment, but not for long.
Cos all along, I didn't realise I have fallen for you.
I know I shouldn't, I know it's wrong!

I asked myself, we are just friends! Aren't we?
Yes.. Logic insists, we can't be more than that.
I love you so and why can't you see?
I've fallen too deep and it's time for regret.

Regret that things have to be resolved this way..
Regret that I didn't have the chance to be that special guy.
I've looked into your eyes and fumbled with words - I didn't know what to say.
All I could do was to look down and ask you why..

Why.. Why.. Why..
Too many whys.. Too many goodbyes..
But I'd only the chance to give a smile and turn away.
And to only turn into a world of grey.

I once thought love was a splendid thing.
It isn't.. Thoughts have made foolishness out of me.
Love is an obstacle, a time to think..
To think of what's the most I could ever be.

I'd blame fate that brought us together,
then blame it again to tear us apart.
But I realised, it's special that fate had once brought us together,
and let me have the chance to smile one last time for you,
before we would eventually part...

-I saw an angel

Through the eyes of discomfort and sorrow,
I saw something - something beautiful.
Her laughters - heartwarming -, her movments - slow,
not exactly slow, delicate actually and definitely wonderful.

I loved the way she seemed to fall in her own world,
and enjoyed the smiles she gave me.
Loved the special way she makes me twirl,
and how her eyes daze upon me.

She's a wonder, a magnificent, a splendid.
For so much, I realised I have fallen in love.
My heart skips a beat every single time our eyes meet,
my eyes dazzled watching her every move from above.

It's like I'm oblivious to situations around me,
I didn't realise she was watching me too.
Was it cos I'm blinded and couldn't see?
I'm afraid and I really do not know what to do.

I've no idea why I had felt so scared.
Probably cos I wasn't confident of getting that girl.
Or maybe cos I wasn't once like that.
But I know for sure I saw an angel.

I liked her just the way she is,
just the way she said her sorries,
just the way she looked at me,
just the way she laughed with me.
just the way, of so many things..

If only god had provided me with a crown..
Then I'll be your prince.. I'll be your prince-charming.
And you'll be there beside me when I'm down,
cos you'll be my angel's wings.