-time

Finally a moment in time and yet not long enough,
the ticking clock in its finest moments.
The moving hands; it serves an everlasting purpose.
Joy it brings, and yet it's more that you yearn.

Issit truely joy or somewhat pain in its mist?
It drafts a certain dream that feels like reality.
Like a faded legacy; unclear and yet it exists.
For the truth it holds, piles up the anxiety.

Alas, a relationship, like a moon, it waxes and wane.
Through a place of our meetings, it drew distance.
The wind; it enshrouds us in the mist of our uncertainties.
The silence; it falls on us like suppressed voices.

And if somehow the falls of it doesnt fade,
the words, they fall on seemingly deaf ears..
Then perhaps there is the absence of fate.
In which it separates two similar identities,
into two of both ends.

-Godiva!

With the slightest of touch, she puts her hand above mine,
and I could feel the grip, ever so gently on my palm.
It felt good, with each passing time,
closer to me, closer to me you'd come.

Every footstep, brings you a step closer,
closer it seems and yet never close enough.
It would seem at first as if it never really mattered,
but it had actually stabbed me far more deeper than anything else.

You, you were the purest amongst all angels,
the sweetest of all chocolates.
Yet you were hardened to the fact that you of all angels,
had led me through the hardest of my falls.

Kindly, allow my heart to thump once more for you,
it may not be the best but it would be the truest.
For the heart would never lie to itself like all humans do,
and would never be, hardened to all those tears.

Time assumingly by most would heal all wounds,
wouldn't it be wonderful if it actually could?
By fact, it hurts us just like its singing tune.
In which its melody hums a dreadful silence.

Turn your back on me now, you should have never walk into my life.
So easy, it would be to walk out on me now.
Fall away, into the depths of darkness.
That's where you had, all these while, been.

-for you

I can't shed the tears, because it'll be too painful to.
I can't shut my eyes, cos then that's where I'll see you.
I can't grieve nor smile cos my heart stabs everytime I do.
I can't forget nor remember cos these memories reminds me of you.

It reminded me of how a wound that stabs and aches.
It reminded me of a heart that beats and hurts.
I'll fall for you, oh yes I will..
I'll stumble upon a meaningless tale.

I'd smile for you,
yet beneath it lives a crestfallen sorrow.
I'll sparkle with my eyes,
though behind those eyes are tears that flow.

Wondered why there's tears sometimes that words cannot express.
More complex than any word can ever describe.
Within me cries a soul that couldn't free itself.
On the outside shows a self that laughs a lifetime of wealth.

A light that shines a moment then flicker out the next.
The darkness that overwhelms the day awaits
until the hands of time stops ticking.
And then we'll fade into the night, with your body in my keeping.

Spoke of verses that held no meanings.
Cried a river upon the endless greens.
Watched a moon that waxed and waned,
to seek a moment that heals all the pain.

Life

-Life

At times, don't you feel, that a straight path is set in your life.
We have been going on, on and on for so long.
Studying, working, loving, isn't that Life?
Maybe so, but I think it is likely that we are all wrong.
I see life with so many distractions..
Life, heading to only one direction.
And the end of where we are heading, is a dead end.
We cannot turn back,and yet unable to also surge forward, that's then,
we know for sure, that's the end. That's where it all ends.
I wondered about the lives where the earliest people surfaced.
Without work, without knowing what was love, without books.
Is life's true meaning really in this way?
That we are ignorant to everything,
with only a know how that ends beneath the ground.
And what form were we before this being ?
Merely souls? The purest within one's self?
We can listen now, to the gentle whispers of hope.
Speak with words of the faintest meanings.
But we can never hide the fact that we are still in our deepest slumber.
Always determined to accomplish something,
without ever knowing what that accomplishment really is for..
We can have so many distractions in life, always telling ourselves that that's the aim of our lives.
But will never really understand truely, where in life we are actually heading for.
And that's that. That's life. You know, that We know nothing about Life.
We know nothing about this never-ending path,
even after death. We would still know nothing about it.
Even after death, we cannot say that that's where we would live happily ever after..

-theonlyher

Shuo wo ai ni ye bu ke yi,
xiang ai ni dan ye bu neng ai.
Bu neng shi qu ni!
Dan chong lai ye mei de dao ni..

And then it seems like so near and yet so far.
Miles away from me and yet only a whisker away from my heart.
Isn't it a mockery that fate brings me near yet not close enough to you?
That I would be able to laugh and yet not laugh together with you.

Shang xin dan ku bu chu lai,
Xiang kan ni yi yen dan ni dou bu zai.
Xi wang neng wang ji ni,
dan ni de ming zi shen shen de ke zai wo de xing li.

I've longed so much for the beauty of your eyes,
and something more than just His and Byes.
Tonight I'll be watching your soft footsteps upon the faded chapel,
and listening to the faint laughters in the distant.

What wonderful voice, what lovely smile you got.
What sweet scent you have, I thought.
It's the smell of beautiful red roses,
The smell of perfectness..

-Finally

I have to find that courage to let you go,
but these tears have been a constant reminder that I love you so.
And I know, I really do know..
That I can't bear to let you go. <--- aww..

You have hid away from me,
and have avoided my eyes.
But as long as you are happy,
I'm willing to pay the price. <---- say say only. haha.

Still please don't hide away from me like that,
Not letting me know where you are..
It pains me so much to not know if you're happy or sad,
It pains me so much not knowing how far you are.

Seeing you and him infront me,
it shows that my love for you is of emptiness.
You dont know my pain and misery.
You'd had only seen my silliness.

The heartbreaks and falls I went through for you,
i'm sure that you will never understand.
But I know one day you'll see me through,
and realise i'm the only person that love you man.. ^^ <------wassup with the slang haha.

I've been silly waiting on and on,
waiting for something that I know there won't be returns.
It's unexplainable of why I had waited so long,
yet I know it's you I yearn.

No matter how much tears i've shed..
No matter how many changes i've made..
Still can't change the fact,
that i'm just not that great.

I just want to tell myself to stop loving you so much,
It's better for me yet it pains me so much..

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I've finally let you go, I think I did..
I am finally able to turn my back on you. = )

-thebadmintonguy

All I ever thought of was to make you smile,
to make you laugh when you're feeling sad.
Bring you joy when you are feeling down,
and comfort you when you feel so bad.

I thought oh wow, why am I doing this for you.
I felt great for just that little moment, but not for long.
Cos all along, I didn't realise I have fallen for you.
I know I shouldn't, I know it's wrong!

I asked myself, we are just friends! Aren't we?
Yes.. Logic insists, we can't be more than that.
I love you so and why can't you see?
I've fallen too deep and it's time for regret.

Regret that things have to be resolved this way..
Regret that I didn't have the chance to be that special guy.
I've looked into your eyes and fumbled with words - I didn't know what to say.
All I could do was to look down and ask you why..

Why.. Why.. Why..
Too many whys.. Too many goodbyes..
But I'd only the chance to give a smile and turn away.
And to only turn into a world of grey.

I once thought love was a splendid thing.
It isn't.. Thoughts have made foolishness out of me.
Love is an obstacle, a time to think..
To think of what's the most I could ever be.

I'd blame fate that brought us together,
then blame it again to tear us apart.
But I realised, it's special that fate had once brought us together,
and let me have the chance to smile one last time for you,
before we would eventually part...

-I saw an angel

Through the eyes of discomfort and sorrow,
I saw something - something beautiful.
Her laughters - heartwarming -, her movments - slow,
not exactly slow, delicate actually and definitely wonderful.

I loved the way she seemed to fall in her own world,
and enjoyed the smiles she gave me.
Loved the special way she makes me twirl,
and how her eyes daze upon me.

She's a wonder, a magnificent, a splendid.
For so much, I realised I have fallen in love.
My heart skips a beat every single time our eyes meet,
my eyes dazzled watching her every move from above.

It's like I'm oblivious to situations around me,
I didn't realise she was watching me too.
Was it cos I'm blinded and couldn't see?
I'm afraid and I really do not know what to do.

I've no idea why I had felt so scared.
Probably cos I wasn't confident of getting that girl.
Or maybe cos I wasn't once like that.
But I know for sure I saw an angel.

I liked her just the way she is,
just the way she said her sorries,
just the way she looked at me,
just the way she laughed with me.
just the way, of so many things..

If only god had provided me with a crown..
Then I'll be your prince.. I'll be your prince-charming.
And you'll be there beside me when I'm down,
cos you'll be my angel's wings.

There was a time I fell so hard,
and i told myself I'll never love again.
But then you came along, into my life,
and I knew I'll once again feel the pain.

I brought you roses while you were asleep,
and sang through time for lullaby.
I know this time I've fallen too deep,
and I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye.

I remembered all your silly laughters,
and all those lonesome sighs.
It pains me much to just let you go,
but it's the only way now I've come to realise.

I have hesitated before to move on with life,
but I'm doing all this just for you.
All this while my love for you have thrived,
but it's the only thing I could do.

So promise me one thing that wherever you are,
you'll stay happy with just that other guy.
I'm sorry I haven been that good a strength,
but I hope that we could still be friends.

Im waiting for you.

I remembered the times we shared those laughters.
Painful it is to recall, and yet unforgettable.
I remembered the time I first held your hand,
An unexplainable experience of being a man.

We've gone through what others think we could not,
and it's really so hard for me to just let you go.
I tried, i did, and through the lonely battles i fought,
tells me i still love you so.

It's hard for me to whisper goodbyes,
and it's even harder to hide my tears.
2 years seems long and yet time flies,
I realised it's time to face my fears.

But dear girl did I ever let you know,
that you brighten up my life in every way.
Without you life is nothing,
cos you really are, my everything.


There is only one thing I would like to do.
I have thought about this for a very long time.
I want to bring joys and laughters to you,
like how you brought those to mine.

I have told myself i must not falter,
things between us should get better.
To others it may seem like im a fool,
but no one is a fool to wait for you.

Im sorry for all those heartaches I brought along with me,
I hope they didn't hurt you too much.
To be your wonder guy is what i want to be,
more than words for you to love me.